AHH. RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING SO FREAKING SAD. WHY YOU CHOOSE ME ALWAYS? :( I DON'T WANT TO GO TO NS AH. I WILL BECOME CHARCOAL AFTER I GO THERE, AND YEH I AM SO SURE. I DIFFER FOR THE FIRST BATCH AND NOW YOU SEND ME AGAIN THE LETTER TO GO FOR IT:( I AM SO SAD:((((((((